December 2009
i haven't update tumblr in a while...
and today i feel like shit.
it will not be a good day.
i just wanna go back to sleep.
just face the facts.
i dont know what to say.
i dont really have anything to say.
but life sucks sometimes…
it seems like all the time for me.
i finally get over something, and finally start to be happy, then something comes along, and makes me even happier. then something happens to make me even more depressed than i was when the whole damn thing started.
i want people to see what they do to me. what goes...
To lie and say, i'll be fine without you...
12/15/09.
eff emm ell
i feel like its just one thing after another. i get a good thing, it makes me happy, twenty minutes later, it hurts me more than i was already hurting. thats how i spend most of my time now days, hurting, being hurt, or hurting myself. i’ve lost everything in a course of two days, material things dont matter.
i never knew people could hurt me this much.
Visions.
if you dont have this…
get it.
https://www.noisetrade.com/visions
You gotta swim...
just keep your head above.
12.10.09
damn today was long. way too long. it was okay. well the first parts. english, arts & humanities, speech, and chemistry. tomorrows gonna suck at school. stress has been getting to me alot lately. i really dont want to post it to tumblr. i feel like thats a little too much, but you can ask me about it. i dont mind. i made some cookies for my friend. and...
Tik Tok on the Clok...
today was pretty good. we went to breakfast together… my mom, step dad and me. i came home and got ready to go to the movie tavern with my friend Ali. we haven’t seen each other in a long time. i’ve known her since forever, we saw The Blind Side. it was soo good. i recommend going to see it. now, im just chillin at home… i made cookies for the family, and cecilia is on...
Remark, don't complain...
yesterday was rough.
i had a head ache all day. so i slept through most of my classes. and it seemed all day people just wanted to show me that they could be assholes, therefore finding out things about people that shocked me. that was great. but i did have a needed night out with Sierra, Andrew and her boyfriend Keith. we didn’t really do a whole lot. went to the mall walked around, went...
“And she folded up her fears like paper airplanes, and lost them in the trees.”
The Christmas Song- Plug In Stereo ft The Ready...
Its December First...
im so stoked its december.
:] the month has started off great. today was such a good day. i love my friends. family was great today. i’ve been tired all week, i dont know why… so weird. but oh well…. a couple things tried to get me down today… but i didnt let them get to me. i’m getting better at that. :D tomorrows weds day… that means the week is half way...